Emotions and feelings are my recent studies about the Self, particularly, My Self. 🙂
The more I Am expressive of how I feel, the more I am coming out of hiding from mySelf. 🙂 And it is just beautiful, wonderful, and liberating. 🙂 I find that the more I face and express my emotions, the more I Am able to wade through to the Truth of my Being, and All That Is.
I did mention at my Webinars that having “bad” emotions or any emotion at all, is an indicator of one’s state found in the physical, mental and spiritual realms. Â Emotions speak to You. Emotions speak of your State of Being. Â Be true to the Feeling and its Experession. Â Acknowledged, emotions then herald you to come back to your own true Self – Who You Truly Are.
Most of my life I have had the habit of “keeping the Light” for whoever I Am with, wherever I find myself. Â As a child, I vividly remember I would keep a lane of light ahead of us every time it’s my Papa doing the driving. Now this reminds me how I make sure that my surroundings is of a particular secure energetic tone, as much as I can help it.
Most of my life also is about keeping to the traditions – precepts passed on from generations about discipline, most times bordering on control.  So I grew up, collecting plenty of experience.  At some point in college, pre-supposing I would have offsprings, I decided that, should I have them, I will give as much freedom possible, so that they may explore life, with just enough discipline to ground them and guide them through.  This I did.  Now, I Am experienced enough to let failure as an allowance of my Son’s beingness. Holding the fort of Light for others is also a very tedious job. 😉
In other aspects of life, I have also recently learned to not allow injustice to go further by patching up disasters before they even happen. Troubleshoot? Here I come. But no more. Â Sometimes you just have to let things be. Let things arrive at chaos so that true resolution and order may be gained.
This balancing act appears to be a simple act of letting go and allowance, yet it is also standing ground on one’s Being-ness, unmoved.
Ahh, how life is sometimes disdainful and at the same time all-colourful and fulfilling. Life is based on how we choose to experience it, largely from the perspective of our nurturing or “unnurturing” environment.  Either way, we all have a choice as to how. One thing is certain, though. We will all arrive. This lifetime or another.  We will arrive. And then, again, move on. 🙂